I just had a follow up appt to my 6 week postpartum appt. Long story short my episiotomy wasn't healing right but looks to be doing better now so all is good in the down stairs department =). Anywho... my OBGYN gave me a script for birth control and said he'd see me in year. Weird... first off I'm not 100% sure going to take the BCP's I figure what's the point and IF (BIG IF) I would get pregnant that wouldn't be such a bad thing! Second... A YEAR?? I'm so used to having doctor appt after doctor appt... what will I do w/all this free time? LOL. I just can't believe this journey is over. I'm so blessed and I will never forget how lucky I truly am.
Collin has his 2mo checkup tomorrow... he gets his shots. Ugh... I'm probably going to cry more than he does. He's growing so fast... he smiles, coo's, plays w/his hands... he amazes me every day! Can't wait to see how much the porker weighs now!
Monday, September 27, 2010
This is my last week of maternity leave. It's really starting to get to me. I feel so much anxiety about leaving him. I'm so thankful that my mom is watching him the first week but I feel so guilty about taking him to daycare w/strangers. I know it will be good for the both of us though. I just look at his sweet face and he smiles and has no clue whats coming. He has no idea that mommy time will only be for a few hours in the evening and on weekends. He will spend more time w/strangers at daycare than he will with me. They will probably witness him roll over for the first time, his first steps, his first words. It breaks my heart into a million pieces. I can't afford to stay home or even go part time... it sucks. I'd give my right arm to at least be able to stay home w/him 2 days during the week. I will probably ball all day Sunday.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
He likes the bumbo seat!!
"Worth the Wait" outfit from Izzy!
"Worth the Wait" outfit from Izzy!
Hi girls!! How is everyone doing?? Good I hope! We are doing well. Collin has slept through the night twice but usually gets up once in the night to eat. He's 7 weeks old today! Time is going by so fast. He's still doing good on the soy & zantac. Seems to have helped so much. Of course he has fussy times but what baby doesn't? He sleeps great at night but maybe sleeps a total of 1hr during the day. By bed time he's out!! He's been sleeping for about 1 1/2 hrs this morning which is awesome!! I go back to work on Oct 4th. Not looking forward to it! My mom is taking that week off to watch him. He will start daycare on Oct 11th. It's going to be so hard leaving him... just thinking about it gets my stomach in knots. Hope you liked the pictures!
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
I've been thinking about the drama that is going down on Nancy's blog. There is some anon putting some seriously mean stuff about her on her blog. Sounds like the person knows her personally. If it were you would you want to know who it was that felt that way about you or would you rather be kept in the dark about it?
Friday, September 10, 2010
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Sorry girls... my computer broke AGAIN so I have been MIA lately. I'm borrowing my FIL's laptop today but hopefully my computer will be fixed soon. I don't really have much to report... Collin is still doing really good. Getting up around 1am and 4am in the night which is pretty darn good if you ask me! I'm trying to get him on a schedule and so far we are doing well. We have bath time at 7:30 then bottle and Goo.d Night Mo.on book at 8 then it's bed time! Now we just need a morning routine and we're pretty much set! He's starting to get a little fussy so I better get going. Hope you ladies are well!