Friday, November 14, 2008
My BPT was a BFN so its official. I have failed once again. I am really upset about it. I've stopped the progesterone suppositories and am now just waiting on good ol` AF to come and torture the living crap out of me. I assume she will be here in a few days. After AF starts I will begin BCP's for suppression before IVF. I can't believe that in just a few short weeks I will be starting follistim again for IVF. Totally blows my mind. I'm so scared of IVF. Not IVF itself but the fear of it not working. Then what? What if it never works? Here's to hoping for my Christmas/New Year miracle!