Saturday, July 26, 2008
I gotta get away.
I've been doing some really serious thinking about moving. Moving to another state, not a different neighborhood. The town I live in is small. There is maybe 15 stores in our mall all of which suck. You have to drive 1 1/2 hours to get some where w/good shopping. Me being a person that loves to shop I absolutly hate it. I've been searching the web for houses & we could move to Indianapolis (DH went to college there at ITT) and get a house thats twice the size as ours built in 2000 for the price of ours. Dont get me wrong. I love my house & what we have done w/it but I need a change. A serious change. Not just a change of color on the walls. I could get a job at any bank & Jake could work constructin there or go back to an engineering place he worked at in college. The good thing about what he does now is that his dad owns it and he can always come back if it doesnt work out. I need to get out of this black hole town I live in. I've always wanted to move somewhere else. I'm just so depressed right now... I know things will get better but I need something more. Maybe I'm just reaching out to the wrong things but I cant get moving away out of my head. I guess I think a fresh start, a new us, a new life! Stupid huh?